Losing friends is not a big deal to me. I mean, it happens all the time and I shouldn't be suprised that it happens to me so often. I am what most call, a dick. I have a very dry sense of humor and I guess this insults a lot of people. I can't help it, I have been pushed to be a dick by everyone around me. When shit gets talked about you constantly, you have to evolve into a person who can handle it. Not only handle it, but be able to stand up for yourself. I guess a lot of people don't have the same mentality that I do, so they could never understand all that it entails. You have to be able to change who you are, and not put up with shit from anyone. Don't ever let anyone talk to you like you are a piece of shit. Chances are, you are fine and they are the ones that are fucked up.
It's annoying though, when a friend that you have had for almost a year, still doesn't understand who or what you are about.... Sometimes you get pushed too far and need to be able to stand up for yourself. If your friends don't understand this then they don't deserve to be your friends. Cut the bitches and assholes out of you life, but usually they will do that themselves. Keep your head up, you can get through this and in the long run it will make you a better person. Even if everyone else sees an ass, you can see yourself for what you really are. Strong and Beautiful....
<3 Maxxx
